2,5 years of faking relationship

you know it all started when i feel like my bf is cheating on me. and yeah he did. he cheated on me because he hates being with me from the start. no, i don't understand. why is he broke up with me now, not back then when he started to hate me. he said that i'm being selfish and over-protect. and when that days come, when he suddenly said that he fell for another girl and already dating. FUCK HIM. why did he hurt me at a time like this? when i need someone to tell story with, to chat, to laugh. he doesn't even fucking care. that's why i made this blog to shoutout my deep inside broken heart.